Feeling somewhat down today, restless and thinking of all the stuff I'll have to do in the next year and not feeling too sanguine about my abilities to do any of it. I'm not the brightest crayon in the box and there's a limit to how much one person can handle at any given time. So maybe I won't think about selling the house and moving until after I'm done with school, though it may mean more time wasted and I may not have that luxury if the REC goes belly up. Then again I don't think I could really handle going to school, working full-time, and dealing with selling the house, finding somewhere to live in Atlanta, packing up and moving.

Is it so wrong to want to live a life where I'm actually using the intelligence and talents I was born with?

It will be a hard life
Without reward
Without remorse
Without regret
A path will be placed before you
The choice is yours alone
Do what you think you cannot do
It will be a hard life
But you will find out
Who you are