Okay, so I am easily amused. Go here to download and thence watch a Halo machinima version of the Muppets' immortal "Manamana" song.

The radio that I use for work also gets TV channels so I was listening to Oprah today. The day's theme was women getting married before they were able to be married without losing who they are in the process. I realized that's what I did and why now I can't even think about being married again. Being married or even being in a relationship again now would mean giving up too much of myself, too much of the life I've tried to build. I don't see myself as selfish for wanting to keep on going with this life but then again I don't expect someone else to give up their life to be with me either. I'm so brutally independent now that I don't think I'd ever be comfortable being involved with anyone again. Until we perfect the thirty-six hour day and effective immortality there isn't enough time in a single lifetime to do all of it justice.

I'm still lonely, though. But I guess that's the price I pay for being me.